Tom is my FRIDAY!

I'm sooooooooo not looking forward to getting up at 5am tom. People say you get used to waking up that early, they're  filthy lair's!  Also people often say things like " WOW you are so chipper, you must be a morning person". I'm here to tell you there is literally no such thing as a " morning person". I do it cause I'm an adult and its required to make a living. I can assure you I'll be quietly chanting to myself all day tom, " next 3 days off, next 3 day's off"!

Sleep, whats that?

I really wonder why it is that I could lay down just about anywhere in the middle of the day and sleep soundly. At night I'm generally over tired, during the day I'm barely able to keep my eyes open and yet I will toss and turn all night long. Its most likely due to my acing body, general stress, and anxiety from the day. But how does one break this cycle? I mean on the days that I could possibly sneak in a nap, I don't simply because I fear for what my night will hold for me. Still no Sandman...

You just cant win in the middel...

I live in on the second level of a three story apartment building, probably the worst place on Earth to live. There is a general since of anger, resentment, or just plain awkwardness. It generally goes like this, when I see my upstairs neighbors I'm usually sending imaginary daggers their way! I feel they have no common respect for the shared space in which we all live, at times there loudness and general lack of care for other people is done on purpose.  When I see my downstairs neighbors, its a whole different story. I'm generally giving a cowardly smile in hopes in translates into " I'm sorry for my heavy footed boyfriend and daughter that feels the need to run everywhere".  I simply long for the days we will own our own house and not live on other people's terms! 

The rant of an angry sister n law( almost) . I want your baby!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I do not want to alarm anyone, I'm don't want YOUR baby, I also do not plan on stealing anyone's children. However my sister in law is a drug crazed disgusting POS! I woke up at 5:30 am, my normal routine. Made my breakfast, started scrolling on FB and BAMMMMMM  I see my boyfriends, sister posted a ton of pics of her and her " baby daddy" having sex! They were the most terrifying pics I've seen! How's that with your eggs, first thing in the morning?!! I mean, this girl is out of control! I fear for the safety of her daughter. Not just because of the porn pics, I mean everyone has sex, but in general. DCF has been called on her numerous times and this baby is still in her possession. Yes, I said possession because I do not believe she cares or loves this child. I believe is her meal ticket! Just give me your baby and crawl back into whatever whore or crack house you came out of! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!